Such a long time since I wrote something in English. I mean like, don't get me wrong, I still use some Viet - lish on my instagram, sometimes Eng - lish. After all, English is still my second language, apart from Vietnamese. Although I have learned Japanese for approximate 4 years and have achieved some great and wonderful results, still, I cannot use it as fluently as English (despite my terribly horrible English grammar and vocab).
To tell exactly, the last time I wrote a complete English essay was 3,5 years ago. And before that, I used to write a lot (I mean A LOT) of English diaries, so that my mom and my sisters wouldn't understand even if they found out, and it did work for 2 or 3 years.
And to be honest, there are times when I felt that my feelings could be express more freely in a foreign language, rather than native language. Even when there are times when I talk to myself (scary huh) in English rather than Vietnamese.
I cannot really explain it, but there is something about this language that is very neutral, and free-spirit. Unlike Japanese, which I find a very specific and detailed language, English is a little bit messy (just a little), but not too messy like Vietnamese (like truthfully from a Vietnamese). Another thing is that, Japanese and Vietnamese are super clear about using words to call other person, in a farmiliar way in case talking to close friends, or in a informal way when talking to strangers or not - so - close friends, OR in a formal way when talking to parents, elderly people and boss. In English, there are just "you" and "I" to call each other (well, probably we can just call their name), which partly makes me feel more comfortable as if no one is judging me (but me), and it is less awkward than a thousand times.
So I guess this is a new segment for my blog from now on, the all - English blogposts, which are just random posts, depending upon my mood.
And finally, yes I may have made a ton of grammar and vocabulary mistakes for the whole time, since I started witting at the beginning of this blogspost, but I do not f**ckin care.
*Back to the mood of Diana Ross and Lionel Richie*
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